Kisses she misses.

So it's New Year's Eve already. 364 days just passed like that and I guess, time passes really fast. I think this year is one of the greatest year in my life. I've actually met different kind of people this year.

Last year, I was wondering what will 2011 end up like. And now I can tell you, it's great. Dramas that cause tears. So many things that I tried so hard to understand but I'll never get it. Different kind of people that I've seen throughout the year. Getting obsessed with seniors. That's how time flies.

I get to know a senior through facebook and eventually we talked. Unexpected things happened. I thought I'd like him, but eventually I didn't. I had a crush on a junior. I thought we'd end up together or something. Or maybe that ambiguous feeling would last longer. But it didn't. I'd gone through some tough times. Thanks to those who lent me a hand.

My results' bad. I mean, really bad compared to the previous years. Didn't study much through the entire year. And thanks to this asshole who text me while I was blogging and asked " Did you study throughout the holidays or not? " Dude, I guess you don't know me well. For the very first time I've such poor results and I'm kinda, chilling like a boss? But I promise I'll seriously study hard next year. maybe not. ._.

People around me mostly are having relationship. And after so long, I'm still single. Hahah. Ohai, I'm still single, how saddening. It's not really that saddening. Seeing those people around me cuddling, doing those lovey dovey actions kinda, pissed me off. Okay more like I'm jealous. So I guess I'm just SAD. S.A.D - Single, Available, Desperate. Sigh. Okay who wants me?

Next year, 2012 will be the last year I spend my time in high school. Somehow, I kinda miss the school and the people there. Why can't I be younger? There are people that I used to dislike them the last time, but as time passes, I get to know them better, soon we got closer. There are also those that I used to be close with them, but we don't really talk nowadays. Time's seriously one great thing that can change many things.

17 next year. 17. I don't know I spend the past 16 years. I swear I'm gonna spend this year wisely. Rumours saying that the world's ending in 2012. I don't wanna die with regrets. Make. Believe.

With love.

Kisses she misses.

Desperation.

I swear Ke Zhen Dong's cutest guy everrr! Watched You're the Apple of my Eye. It was good actually, but it's kinda overrated that's why I don't really like it. Hoping that I get a boyfriend like him. <3 TEEHEE.

Currently searching for tips in losing weight. At 3AM. HAHAHA. Too fat seriously. I've been eating a lot recently. Need to work out or something. :(

Nights. x

Hell's lifestyle.

It's 6th of December. As time passes, people around is getting more mature. But not this friend of mine. So he has oversea fans cus he went all they way to Turkey for vacation and there was like this bunch of Turkey girls asking him for a picture. Like the fuckkk. Okay didn't attempt to curse but they actually thought our dear Kenny Yong Boon Xiong was from Korea. Some K-Pop star. You don't wanna know how long he bragged about it in front of me. Just in front of me. Pfft.

Oh well, you know bitchy girls like me, I wouldn't just sit there and listen to him bragging about his own life. About his popularity. Obviously, I've been waiting for a chance for me to brag about my personal life. Being popular. Bitchy much huh. :P

Since my mum offered us to have tomyam for dinner, so we actually went to this restaurant in DU called Vichuda for dinner. Like right after I took a nap. Basically I look like shit, honestly, shit. My looks was totally fucked up, as usual. But I swear this time was definitely worse than my actual fucked up look. Didn't even bother to comb my hair. To be honest my mum actually suggested me to comb my hair before going out but I didn't seem to bother. I was already swearing while she tried to wake me up for dinner.

So.. The main thing was, we went Starbucks and suddenly my friend called me. You don't know how good's the sound system of my phone. It went like..

" LIUH ENN AHH. How ah how ah? "

My name, was specified. And this bunch of girl suddenly stared at me. HOKAY. As I hung up. I could here my name. Those girls were discussing about me. At first I'd thoughts like, OMGOSH I'm so cool, see, people around are interested in me. HOHO. But not after I heard what they said about me.

" WHOAA, so this is Liuh Enn? Like seriously? "

" Mhmm, think so.. "

" WHY WHY? What's about her? "

" Thereeee, there's this guy from our school who's interested in her or something. "

" Omgosh, is he blind or somethinggg?! Even I'm better larr! "

Then they all went like SHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAHA. So I found it annoying, but now I find it funny. Somehow. I'm still taking that as a compliment. In what way? I don't know. That's definitely not a compliment but we must always look at the brighter side, see everything in a positive way.

Everyone seems to work during holidays while I'm the only one chilling everyday. The best way to chill is to relax your mind. By relaxing your mind you've to keep yourself calm. I'm practically hyper or over-reactive whenever I'm awake so I the best way to keep myself calm is to. SLEEP. :) I'm always lack of sleep even if I sleep for 24 hours continuosly. Psychologically telling myself that I'm tired no matter what.

The rest of the time I'm trying to do my physic's and add math's tuition work. Loads of it. Form 4 is definitely the most screwed up year I'd for the past 16 years. And to be honest that's just like one day before I've tuition. I actually spend much time in watching Dragon Ball, again.

Going to go over to kc's house for movie session this coming Thursday. Looking forward to it. ;)

Ciao kids.

Need you now.

Went over to friend's house for cooking session. We were supposed to cook together. Supposed. But I didn't know what to cook first and what's next. Like seriously. I don't actually help out at home. I mean no one needs me, and basically I don't fancy doing all these cooking stuffs since I SUCK IN IT.

Had dim sum and went to One Utama to get the ingredients. Did I mention we planned making sushi? Went all the way to Jusco and just stared at the ingredients blankly. I mean, do you expect me to know what are we supposed to get? :/ The only thing I knew was just " LETS GET SEAWEED ". Hokay, you don't actually need seaweed for sushi. You know those salmon sushi are actually without seaweed. ._.

Well, since there's a quote saying that you gotta move on no matter what happens, so we decided to have mushroom carbonara for lunch. Got all the ingredients and went all the way back home. I swear I'd nothing but just staring aside like a boss. Complaining that people suck in cooking and all. That's just the typical me. You can't actually blame me. I tried chopping the mushrooms but I was too scared that the knife might hurt my fingers so I just cut it with my right hand holding the knife while left hand dangling there.

So I was offered if I want baked cheese mushroom carbonara. As in adding cheese on to the carbonara and just put it in the oven for a minute or something. Mhmmm, it turned out to be good actually. Since I wasn't the one who cooked it. Was actually trying to move the carbonara from the bowl to my very own froggy tupperware but I ended up screwing every single thing in the kitchen. No idea why seriously. I just noticed everything around wasn't in place after my carbonara was in the tupperware. Now I know why my mum said it's very unlucky for the guy to have me as his wife. Guess I'll do better next time, somehow.

Luffy. <3 Cute but hyper. Seriously, it's quite annoying when dogs are too hyper. And also licking people for nothing. Licking non-stop makes it looks pervert and all. Un-cute. But I swear dogs always have a thing towards me, since we're of the same species. :P

永遠不回頭,不管路有多長, 黑暗試探我,烈火燃燒我,都要去接受. 

Thanks to Kenny Yong for making me getting addicted to oldies.

Nights. <3

Stereo Hearts.

So this is my best friend, my who went to Turkey for almost 2 weeks, leaving his best friend alone in Malaysia. Talking to him for the past few days non - stop and now he's at his friend's house. Sleepover. Now I'm alone, again. #foreveralone

TEEHEE. Mum just got me curling machine. Tried curling my hair for the past few days. :) And honestly curling your hair is much harder than straightening it with straightener. Took me so long to even let it curl. And the shape went off so easily somehow. :/ Kenny insulted me for hours without even seeing how it looks like. And another friend of mine totally laughed at me throughout this video conference we had yesterday. Actually I personally think it wasn't thatt bad.

Kinda emo recently. Don't know whether I'm naturally emo or I purposely think of negative stuffs and got emo. For the past few weeks, we've been spending much time with each other and I actually thought you are a great friend, like seriously great. I don't know it's the feeling of having a best friend, or it's something, a bit different, or even, more than friends? Seriously, I was actually wondering, if I ever cross your mind? Cause for me it happens all the time.

But recently I guess I figured out. You're slowly turning into another best friend of mine. Guess it's better this way.

Ciao kids.

Wishes.

At Ipoh. :)

Took so long to climb onto the camel. Was it a camel or something else? ._.

ALONE. :/

Should spend more time on shopping the next time I go there. :)

Kthxbai.